Impulsive me.....

Well I did it.  It happened almost without me noticing.  It was a couple of days ago.  It happened so fast I almost wasn't aware that I was doing it.  Before I knew it, it was done.....

Yup, I did it.....

Yes, ladies and gentlemen, without even thinking about it twice, without any analysis whatsoever, without any pondering or questioning....


I did it.....


.......

I DELETED MY DATING PROFILE!!!!

OMG!!

:)

Ok, no one panic please!  I'm fine and I'm even a little tiny bit relieved about it.

How did it happen?

I received yet another message.  A 'hello baby, how are you' message.  I couldn't handle it anymore.  That was that!  Maybe it's the combination of being sick with the flu and getting yet another 'bad' message or maybe I had just reached my limit, I don't know.

What I do know is that profiles can be started over if need be but for now, enough was enough.  I know I have stated in the past that I'm not ready to delete that profile but apparently I am.  Things are not exactly where I want them to be with PMrR1 but things are great with him anyways.  I know I'm just being impatient but I definitely want to see where it will go in time....

I'm not thinking twice about it.  I'm comfortable with having no messages from the dating site and I'm especially happy about not going out every other night to meet someone new.  Taking things slowly with PMrR1 is just a bonus at this point. 

I haven't told him yet about deleting my profile and I don't really feel the urge to do so at the moment....

Funny how things change eh?  From just a few weeks ago where I wasn't deleting my profile to this impulsive move..... 

Maybe I'm losing my mind?  lol