I expect it to be a weekend of lots of hard work on my part with the renovations that are getting done in my house. I have lots of cleaning to do along with sorting, throwing out and reorganizing.
I have one day reserved for an outing with PMrR1. We are making a daytime date out of it in the middle of our weekend. I EXPECT that it will be great, eventful, entertaining and fun! I EXPECT that we will both enjoy each other's company.
Ah yes, expectations! I'm still thinking about my last post to you! The things that I expect for myself are a part of who I am. I expect to be organized. I expect to maintain my exercise and eating habits. I expect to always always be there for my teenage son (a blog soon on what I think my son is learning from MY dating experience). I expect to survive the chaos that is currently my house (although at times I feel like I'm surviving only by the skin of my teeth....lol).
More importantly though, I expect to be true to myself and to continue to see this through with PMrR1. I expect that I will continue to work on my patience, that I will not try to control the outcome, that I will let things be.
I expect that time will tell me if I'm doing the right thing or not. However, I'm not ready to just sit back forever. I know that as time goes by, that I will start getting used to PMrR1's presence, that I will start getting attached. I have a time limit for my 'waiting' with PMrR1. The time is well set in my mind. I'm enjoying every minute I do spend with him though and I expect that I won't ever regret giving him some time.
Bottom line though, I have to look out after number one and that is me. I won't wait forever.....As it is, I've already pushed back my set time in my mind.......yup, I really like PMrR1..... I won't lose myself though....
In the meantime, I'm going to enjoy my day with him. I will tell you about it at the end of my weekend.
Signed expectantly yours,
SSW :)
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