I had a great day with PMrR1. We went to another town not too far away and enjoyed our day. We walked for a few hours while holding hands. Talked and laughed and acted silly. We had a beautiful dinner together but unfortunately had to return home early because of a situation with a member of his family. Everyone and everything is ok but he wanted to be around and I completely understand.
Our evening was cut short and I would have liked to have seen him again this weekend but it seems that taking it slow is the name of the game. The way I see it, I always took it a bit faster the other times with other dates and.....well.....'how did that work out for me'?! HA!
Even if our evening was cut short, it was the best day of my anticipated long weekend. I've been sick since yesterday. No food is staying in me and I'm not a pretty sight to see.
I'm very rarely sick (touch wood somewhere) so when it does happen, I'm the first to admit that I have a major pity party. I get down in the dumps and I seem to over analyze everything in my life (not too sure what the link is between analysis and sickness but it's there).
That being said, seeing that I know that I tend to over analyze when sick, I'm forcing myself to keep busy and to not put myself through that!
I'm sticking with the logic of giving PMrR1 time by keeping a slow pace and that is that. I'm not going to analyze it.
Instead I will write a blog, read, look at the disaster that is my house until the renovations are done, smile cause I can actually afford the renovations so I should stop complaining about them and just let things be.
I will try to eat and sleep again and hopefully make it to work tomorrow.
I'm moving slowly right now....physically from being sick and mentally from not allowing any over analysis! I'm doing good with it. Thanks to all of the imaginable gods out there that I'm not hormonal at the moment....lol!!
Slow and steady wins the race......
Signed yours truly in slooooow motion,
SSW :)
No comments:
Post a Comment