Eating my words....

As promised, I would let you know if ever I would meet up with 'true' romance.  Not romantic displays in the hope that it would lead up to sex.  No, not that kind of romance.  The type of romance that just happens for no reason at all.  Just because.  I honestly did not think that it existed.  But guess what?  I was WRONG!  It does seem to exist after all.....

Thing is, it happened so subtly that I wasn't realising that it was happening.  Whether it be an arm shyly put around my shoulders or a casual attempt at holding my hand.  The gentle touch of my face when talking to me. The flowers kindly given to me at dinner along with the bottle of wine.....and the real romantic act?  Nothing expected in return.  Hmmmm.  Nothing at all expected in return!  Even his words are romantic yet not demanding. 

With Mr 2G2BT, there was romance but it was always in the hopes on his part that it would end up with sex.  With PMrR1, there are no such demands.  He is secure enough to let things evolve naturally without pushing it.  That in itself is romantic.

So there you have it..  SSW is eating her words and stating that true romance does exist.  YIKES!!!!!

I know that I am gaining experience and learning things from all of the misters.  I have a very thick E file to show for it and a very thin T file as well. 

My Experience file and my Trust file are in full alert at the moment because I'm not feeling any bad vibes from PMrR1.  In fact, it seems that I'm learning quite a few lessons with this mister.  I'm not sure if it's going to go anywhere, but at the very least, with PMrR1, I've learnt that I can trust my instinct, that I can trust some men, I've learnt to let go a bit of the control  and I've now learnt that pure romance does in fact exist.

Pretty important lessons eh?  Ugh, go figure....  pure romance exists....  WOW!

Signed: a shocked-head-scratching-wondering-what-is-happening-because-she-never-thought-she-would-eat-her-words,

SSW :)

(yes, the smile is back)