Now before I start writing, I will immediately tell you that I already know what you will all be thinking by the end of this entry to my blog ! You will all say 'SSW, you are cynical'. I know you will say it so I decided to say it before you! So THERE! HA! Thing is, I sort of agree with you all!
I went out tonight after a two week break. I met Mr Too Good To Be True.
Mr 2G2BT is almost 53 years old, kind, gentle, intelligent, witty, funny, very presentable, respectful, attentive and wayyyyy too, too, too.....hmmmm, I don't know what to write..... way too SOMETHING! I don't know, I can't put my finger on it. He definitely earned the title of Mr 2G2BT though.
Now you may ask 'Were your bells ringing'? My answer is a resounding 'no' (well yes but only because I think he is 2G2BT). So I know that you are now concluding, (as I am by the way) that my T file has been closed shut, jumped on and kidnapped by my E file. I admit that the possibility has crossed my mind. *sigh*.
BUT!!! (Did you hear that BUT)? The good news is that for the first time ever, I have put an entry in my M file. The mitigation process has begun and my E file is trembling, entries are flying all over the place in there (yes, in my brain). I have NOT jumped to any conclusion (well apart from the fact that he is 2G2BT) and more importantly, I have not already given up on him. In fact, the bells are not ringing too loudly. To be honest, I haven't really found anything wrong with him. Yes my dear readers I think I may actually be faced with a ghost warning bell! A FAKE! My M file is looking into it, spectacles positioned for thorough examination, pen poised and ready to take notes in this, the file's first entry! (My files have a very definite persona).
My M file has already made me realize that my T file may in fact be too scared to open up right now because this guy is really 2G2BT! Something to think about.....
I'm nervous about this. I'm also at an hormonal time (blog on hormones coming up soon) and I know for a fact (as I will discuss in this future blog) that I WILL NOT BE MAKING ANY DECISIONS WHATSOEVER WHILE I'M BEING HORMONAL! Oops, sorry, did I yell that!!!?? I'm sorry for yelling..... don't be upset with me for yelling or I may cry a little or a lot, (darn hormones).... anyways, I digress.
Mr 2G2BT has an excellent career, is quite knowledgeable in his field, talks like a father that cares about his young adult children, seems to love his work and could talk his way out of anything (and probably into anything also). He is a happy person, content and very clear as to what he wants out of life.
Just so you all know, my M file is writing furiously at this time. The E file is in one corner sulking (that M file can be vicious in her demands) and the T file is in the other corner, completely emotionless at the moment. Things are pretty tense up there (yes there). But I won't worry about it and I will let the M file take care of things for the time being.
Only time will tell. I'm seeing Mr 2G2BT again on Saturday for an outing at the gym and then out to dinner.
I have to admit that I was shocked to see the time when I left the restaurant tonight. I met him at 7h30 pm and when I peeked at the time in the car on my way back, it was almost 11h00 pm. I honestly did not see the time go by...... I am staying away from deep analysis on this (aren't you all proud of me)? I've delegated this task to my M file. Besides, deep analysis while hormonal is dangerous not only for me but for anyone around me..... HA!
I have nothing else to say except let's see what comes out of this....
Stay tuned....
Yours in uncertainty,
SSW :)
Now you know we're all waiting for Sunday's blog to hear about the date.
ReplyDeleteWhat did you mean by -can talk his way out of everything? Not sure that sounds TGTBT.
I meant that he is verbal and is very comfortable in communication.
ReplyDeleteIt also dawned on me that it may not necessarily be good that he is able to talk himself in and out of situations. I did not want to point it out and was hoping that someone else would. I'm glad you did. This just indicates to me that I'm not being overly paranoid.
One day at a time....we'll see what happens!
Thank you for your comment!
SSW :)
So anxious for your date on Saturday so we can read your blog... You go girl... and don't forget to turn off those files and just have fun... giggle if you can...
ReplyDeletelol, thank you! Files will be turned off and I plan on having a giggle or two! Laughing is good for the soul!
ReplyDeleteThank you for your comment!
SSW :)
I don't think giggle is in your vocabulary SSW. You have a no holds barred full-out throaty laugh that is infectious. That is who you are and that is who you should present.
ReplyDeleteJust saying:)
lol, thank you! I don't giggle too often unless I'm nervous! A good resounding laugh is always better!
ReplyDeleteSSW :)